Friday, May 22, 2009

letter from 2008

dear futureme,
just curious how you're doing. today is exactly two years to the date you and your sweetheart have been courting. you have been making plans to be closer together while pursuing your careers at the same time. so? have you made a decision? are you in washington or california? or activating plans to get either place? are you engaged or married? are you still in grad school? where ever you are, are you happy AND satisfied?

right now, even though all is going well, you are unsure of the future. you're scared to make a move to reach your dreams and full potential. so, just curious if you've followed your heart and started living the life you've always desired to live. or are you still hesitating, waiting for that concrete sign before making the leap of faith?

it's a year from now. have you totally given your heart to Him? is your trust and faith deeper and strong? i pray that when you receive your e-mail that you've gotten out of your box and are fulfilling your vision in life. you're more mature in your confidence and skills. is your sweetheart living the dream he's desired? is he more stable in his goals, hopes and focused on what makes him happy? are you still happy with him? is he the same sweet, loving and gentle man you met two years ago? do you still have an identity outside of your relationship? that's important and i hope you didn't lose that.

i hope so many questions and uncertainties you have right now have been answered. i pray things have been made clearer for you and you are now fearless and unafraid to take the world on head first. girl, you are fearfully and wonderfully made. nothing can stop you but YOU. it is my sincere desire that by the time you receive this, your heart, mind and soul have been set free and you are a living the life of freedom, happiness, satisfaction and joy you were meant to have! are you?

my best to you,
myself

be blessed.

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