in a few weeks...

i will be more than half-way done with my first semester at school. i had to drop a class due to an insane work schedule. as a result of said whacked-out schedule, i've garnered a C+ average in the one class i am taking. nevertheless, i'm pressing on to pull it up to a B-. i'm praying i make it there.

in a few weeks... (on the 19th) sir and i will be dating six months. that's half a year! and i can't believe how fast it's going by. i have no idea how he manages to still want me with all the roller coaster changes i take him through. either it's love or pure insanity on his part. i pray for the latter. and with each passing day, we grow closer- even though we're miles apart right now. i'm intrigued to see what the next six months are going to bring.

in a few weeks... (on the 20th) i'll be 32 years old. is that right???? 2007 minus 1975 equals 32, right? yep. wow. i still feel like i'm a little girl sometimes trying to figure life out. i'm not sure what i'll do for my big three-two. things at work are still a little wonky, so not sure if i'll be able to take off like i want. sir is stressing trying to figure out what to get me, although i gave him a "cheat sheet" of things i love and places he could go to acquire them. really, all i want is a simple bouquet of flowers. i don't care about the arrangement or what type they are. i'm really that easy to please. but he'll have to figure that out on his own. perhaps if he reads this entry, he'll get it. but i'm just happy to be healthy and my loved ones are well.

in a few weeks... sir's life will change for the better. he's hoping and praying for an exciting career change and i'm praying and hoping along with him. this new venture will literally change his life and the course of our friendship/relationship. while that leaves me feeling a little scared, i'm excited as well.

in a few weeks... it will be thanksgiving. and i have much to be thankful for. i am blessed beyond what i can imagine and just knowing that it only gets better from here makes me so humble and indebted to God for all the mercy and grace he's given. any moment now i'm going to wake up and this will all be a dream. i pray i stay asleep because oh what a dream!

be grateful. be humble. be blessed.